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| Amber is putting a face on the heroin epidemic ravaging our region. |
Since part 1 of my story I have officially celebrated 3 wonderful years of sobriety! The happiness and gratitude I have would not be possible without all of yesterdays. Thank you, everyone, for all of the amazing support.    Â
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Part 2: After I graduated from high school I was on cloud nine. I was promoted to assistant manager at my job, I put a down payment on a new car and I received a modeling contract. My dream of becoming a print model was looking hopeful. Shortly after that I enrolled at NKU. During this time I was still drinking heavily and smoking pot non-stop.      Â
After school started I met a guy that sold pot and cocaine. We started dating, and I fell in love with his life style. I partied every night, either at his apartment, frat parties or clubs. I started using cocaine daily. Within months I quit my job, dropped out of school and dropped my modeling contract.  All of those things were taking to much time away from my partying. I convinced myself that wasn’t the reason why though.
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About that time my mom got diagnosed with breast cancer and was undergoing treatment. I started spending less time at home so that I didn’t have to see her sick. And selfishly because i wanted to party.
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One night while I was high on coke, I became so full of rage I thought I was really going to hurt someone or myself. I decided to never touch cocaine again, and I didn’t. I did start taking pills though, and I got a job at a bar as a manager. I was able to drink at work every night, so I was happy.
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Some time had passed and I found out one of my friends was using heroin. I was floored. I thought heroin was only in big cities and on T.V. A couple of weeks later I got news that he had died of an overdose. I went to his funeral, and as I was leaving I was asked if I wanted to go get high. Not on weed but on heroin. I then made a decision that would change my life forever. For some reason, I still cannot fathom, I said yes. I had just seen my friend in a casket and I went and “shot up” for the first time. I fell in love with heroin that day. Two weeks later I woke up in an ambulance, the paramedics telling me if they had gotten to me any later I would have been dead of an overdose. I was taken to the hospital, worring about two things. My family finding out and getting high again. After I was released I went right back to Cincinnati for more.
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So quickly this drug was taking over, it had it’s hold on me. All reason and control went out the window. The sweet, outgoing, girl next door was becoming a dope fiend. A monster was taking over.
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